May 31, 2004
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Jeez, i'm writing in this less and less. In the begining it was an every day thing. Then about a month into it it was an every other day thing. Now it's an every three-five day thing. Am i running out of things to write about? Or is my life really THAT mundane?
Yes. To both questions.
I think when i was born, my mom and dad forgot to donate a 'growing up' gene to my phenotype. Everyone else miraculously got one. Everyone else can balance out school work with their social lives and be successful in both. Everyone else cries when they get anything below an 86% on a pop quiz. Everyone else has a stable personality. And it seems that everyone else has a good sense of who they are. But me? For me it's not social life and school work. It's social life OR schoolwork. When i cry because i got an 86% on a quiz, i am shedding tears of joy. And what about my personality? WHICH ONE? Who am I? Who knows.
I don't get how they do it. How can you never get into a fight with your friends, always go out on the weekends, watch all your favorite shows, but still get decent grades? It is beyond me. Obviously. Because i am definately not one of those lucky people.
anyways, I'm gonna go to bed early tonight.
later, d
Comments (4)
believe me when i tell you, i used to cry when i got an 86, (well maybe not cry but...) now im just like wow, an 86, i got a b, good for me. i used be able to heve a friend over after school like every day and still get good grades, now, your kidding me right? it used to be me and 5 or 6 other close friends who were at the same place personality wise, now im caught between a few completely different groups of friend who all have different intrests. plus im a defferent person around everyone. in short ...
dont feel bad, cause your not the only confused teen who has no idea who they are.
That's crazy... people cry for an 86 on a quiz? I'd think nothing of it because it's not the greatest, but it's not that bad. Well, that's my take on it.
You'd have to be areally boring person to have a stable personality. There's more to a person than just one SINGLE type of persona...
i didn't get the growing up gene either.
pfft. how cheap.
OMG! ur entries(?) are sooo funny I LOVE THEM! man i miss seeing u. why did u have to go to a diff. school?! well, not much else going on here. i'll talk to u later ok? ALRIGHTY! toodels!
~*Chelley*~
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